Personality

The difference between hacking into my website or the pentagon, for argument's sake Not that I would know

Technically, the term "hacker" is normally reserved for the people to try to access other computers just for curiosity or the hell of it, without any intention of causing damage.

Onyx, I wonder which side of the line you'd put me. I did some stuff I shouldn't be doing AND I spent most of my free time with my nose buried in books and being the typical shy geek.

Right off hand, and barely knowing you, I'd say you were prolly a shy geek at heart who decided to see how the other half lived and it didn't really fit as well as you thought it would.

That's exactly like me an steve

In the dictionaries, hackers are people who are knowledgeable with computers, but in everyday use are considered those who break into others' computers. I think it's just a commonly misunderstood term.

I never fitted anywhere, not even among geeks.

I've always been an odd mixture of introversion and extroversion. In 6th grade there was a guy I had a crush on, but when he offered to let me play his Zelda watch for some odd reason I was too shy to do it. Then there was a guy (who later ended up becoming mayor for a while) I kept bugging about being related to and he was always telling me we weren't related even though I knew we were. There was a group of fat ugly kids who used to sit in French class playing Magic all the time, and I never even tried to join in. And there was a guy in 7th grade that I didn't particularly like so I brought 2 dead flies to school in my locket and gave them to him. (Several years later I found out he had cancer and we sat on the stage after our Mardi Gras party and talked and I felt guilty, and he ended up dying shortly thereafter.)

I kept trying to find a place where I fit in in school, and never managed to do it. The only success I ever had was in creative writing where everyone always wanted copies of my poems and I never got around to giving them to them. So now I don't worry about fitting in too much. I make my own world and now it's the others that hafta worry about whether they fit in with me or not. Some do, some don't, but I've made a hell of a lot more friends that way even if they're just online.

Would you give me a copy of your poems?

Oy I saved all those on the other comp, which works like a constipated elephant.

Do constipated elephants work?

No, I believe they sit around on their butts all day... Hey Onyx, that's exactly how I've always been. I have a couple close friends, and thats it... Everyone else has to fit into my world

BTW thanks for another grrrrrreat chat with my bot, butterfly always amusing